scarred for life

By jade

I was 16 when we first met and he was 25. He didnt show his true colours until 1 year into the relationship, one night i went to a birthday party and went to my bfs house to suprise him after the party. When i greeted him he grabbed my hair extentions pulled me across the floor and was screaming that i look like a slut with my hair and makeup done he picked me up by my hair and choked me against the wall. He would choke me until i nearly blacked out then he would let go for 5 seconds and grab my throat again. He repeted this for a while. I was waiting for a gap so i could try pushing him away and run for my life but he was to quick. After the attack he would cry and cry and apologize and say he'd never do it again. He was so manipulative. I was younge and stupid. He even got me addicted to ice..there wasnt a day where i was sober, he made me so depressed that i tried taking my own life, he raped me, cheated on me. These attacks went for 3 years until the day i met my current boyfriend who treats me like a queen and has made me the happiest ive ever been! But the nightmares will never go away. :/